I think my disconnection with life stems from my passion for life and the things I care about. I care so deeply, so profoundly, so passionately about certain things that one of the ways that I sublimate the pain or anger I feel about this injustice is to disconnect from the issue, to disconnect from the passion, or even disconnect from the person that the issue is about. I hear myself crying in my head, "Noooooooooooooooooooo!" in such a wailing, pain-wracked voice.